This summer I was a volunteer staff member at a Young Life camp in Colorado, Crooked Creek Ranch. Every week a new set of campers came. For the three weeks I worked there, a new group of Capernaum campers came, and I had the opportunity to hang out with them. A person in particular, Cody, was the first boy I really got to get close with. I heard bits and pieces of his story and where he came from and most of his life had been really rough. I got to see him hear the truth about God and respond to it on the last day of his camping trip. The fact that he understood who God truly was and was able to grasp it was so humbling for me. I have thought so many times that special needs kids maybe don’t really understand God, but through my time working at that camp and with those kids, I realized that I was the one who didn’t understand who God was. I didn’t realize that the Lord is so powerful and mighty and makes himself known to everyone everywhere.
The second week working there, the next group of Capernaum campers came. This time there was a boy named Raul who came from a really bad home life, but had a faith stronger than most. He was bold and brave, but felt alone. He came up to me one day and said he wanted to talk and that he felt sad. Through talking with him and his leader I was able to lead him to the Lord and pray with him. God was using these kids to teach me more about myself than anyone else could ever have. I see so much life and passion in these kids, and I find so much joy in just being around them. It is easy to hide our brokenness, but with them, their brokenness is exposed. Ephesians 5:8 says, “For you were once darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Live as children of light.” Living as a child of light for me, means to be vulnerable and transparent, just like so many of these kids already are.
When I came back to California, I learned about Tobias who was trying to start Capernaum here. God was clearly calling me to this ministry. As I have met more and more parents and leaders and volunteers it is clear that God is calling and people are responding. I am so thankful to be part of what is taking place in San Diego, and I know the angels are rejoicing in Heaven over what is being done here! Thank you everyone who has been praying for this team and these kids, and thank you all for financially supporting us! We really wouldn’t be here without you!
Noelle Saar
Volunteer Leader